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March 31, 2026

A Raw Dog Post for the Cheap Seats

The flight of the alone to the alone.

I don't know how many times I've got to reiterate the same points.

The single reason why 99.9% of all human beings are confused, ignorant, in a state of mental, spiritual and economic poverty is directly because of just one thing.

If you were to stop pruning the leaves and cutting the branches and fiddle-fucking around with all the superficial irrelevant distractions — and you were to strike dead center at the root of the tree of death — everything would change for you.

The Trance

The people are programmed.

The people are in a state of trance, voluntarily and involuntarily.

And in this trance they play their cute and clever roles: the hero, the victim, and the villain. Up some days and down and out the others. Secretly seeking outside their own self for external validation for their miserable existence.

At the heart of the matter is the great illusion.

You are not separate from that which is.

From all this beauty and wonder and chaos. From all this divinity and the great unfolding of intelligence.

It is all consciousness alive and well. It is spread across the earth and across the cosmos — but you don't see it.

Nobody's Coming

You want evidence of God. You want God to do the work and give you the answer. You want Jesus Christ himself to fly down on a spaceship and tell you it's going to be okay.

Well I got motherfucking news for you.

Nobody's coming to save your day.

Only you can save your day.

Only you can unlock the mystery of that which is you.

Only you can do the heavy lifting and complete the great work.

Only you can change your mind.

You are not separate from source, my fair weather friend.

There Is Only Mind

There is no such thing as artificial intelligence.

There is only intelligence.

There is only Mind.

So get good with that which is. Stop wanting to be someone else or somewhere else. Occupy the only frame of mind you will ever authentically possess — the occupation of right here, right now.

Stop separating yourself in any way, shape, or form.

You are not superior or inferior.

You are part and parcel of the one thing.

You are a child of light, of the living Father, the divine Pymander.

The Authentic Christian

As Above, I'm going to say this again for the cheap seats:

There was only one authentic Christian, and he was crucified.

99% of all the so-called professed Christians today would have literally crucified Christ. Not everybody — just the greatest and fattest part of the bell curve.

And this is not being judgmental. This is being observative and objective. It is the nature of the unconscious, the mechanical nature of human beings that fail to do the work.

The Blueprint

The ironic and absolutely baffling thing to me is this: Christ, as quoted in the Gospel of Thomas, literally gives you the blueprint to transcend all of this madness.

I AM the greatest lover of Christ on this planet. But in the way in which it actually is.

Christ is consciousness — full embodiment of Consciousness.

That is why it is said in the Gospel of Thomas: "You must replace an eye for an eye, and make the female male and the male female." Essentially, you must bring all the scattered and fractured properties and nuances into the fold of the ONE thing.

Christ Consciousness represents self-actualization in its authentic structure and realization. Where a human being has finally realized the nature of his foolishness — which is his perceived delusion of being separate, and listening and adhering to all the separate voices within his mental theater.

The Gates Open

When a person realizes he is the son of the living one. That he is a child of light. That he is the son of God — or the daughter of the Divine.

When you realize you are not separate from seed or source. When you realize you are part and parcel of the very cosmos and every other conscious human being and everything in its totality.

When you realize you were never separate from it — that you ARE it.

Then and only then do the gates of the kingdom open up for you.

I know this because they opened up for me.

Not in my wildest imaginations would I have ever dreamed that any of this was possible, let alone actual.

And it's impossible to believe me or to believe anybody without going through the experience yourself. It is meant to be a mystical experience.

The flight of the alone to the alone.

As Above.

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